Alone

Alone

Loneliness wrapped around my soul.
Longing flooded my heart.
Alone.

On paper it is written -
we belong together.
And the ring on my finger says it.
But I am alone.

My body, my soul,
they are alone,
and my thoughts are buzzing around
they do not reach you.
Because you're not there.

The cold of the empty space
penetrates deep into me.
And the longing for you,
for a hug, a kiss,
for closeness and tenderness,
is omnipresent.

Alone.

And with every hour of solitude,
every day and every night,
is only loneliness in the arms,
and the knowledge of pain,
of life without you.

Alone is alone.
Only with waiting and longing.

Pain of Losing

All the pain I feel inside,
It hurts more and more each day, I hide.
The pain of losing them will never go
away,
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

It hurts to loose a friend,
it gives you the saddest frown.
Who can you be yourself around?
To pick you up when you are down.

All the pain I feel inside,
It hurts more and more each day, I hide.
The pain of losing them will never go
away,
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I remember the time not long ago,
Without them, I would not know what to do.
Time apart from them has made me see,
How much truly they mean to me.

All the pain I feel inside,
It hurts more and more each day, I hide.
The pain of losing them will never go
away,
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me,
No truer friends could there ever be.
I am going to miss them,
Maybe never to meet again.

All the pain i feel inside,
It hurts more and more each day, I hide.
The pain of losing them will never go
away,
I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

A Lost Friend

Everywhere I go,
Everywhere I see,
But I find no-where,
A friend like "SHE".

A true friend,
A special woman,
who was always there,
to love and care.

Her cheerful smile,
Her caressing hand,
just her presence,
made my life grand.

She knew all my emotions,
many they may be.
She knew when to be gentle
and when to scold me.

A deep connection
between her and me,
For she knew what i was thinking,
even before I speak.

The distance between us
was just a heartbeat away.
It was her promise,
forever she will stay.

But she broke her promise
and left me alone.
To live without her
and grow painfully old.

Now I'm so very empty,
alone with a void,
with nobody to fill,
in pain and destroyed.

A few thoughts arose,
Why friends leave?
How can someone once so close,
vanish for you to grieve?

I must have been lacking,
I must have been wrong,
I wasn't the friend to her,
Now that she's gone.

I miss her so much,
She was the world to me,
How could she leave for Heaven?
It made my life Hell indeed.

The FIGHT

 

 

 

 

   

 

The pain those words,
inflicted in my heart,
the anger in her eyes,
it tore me apart.

The pain's too deep,
my heart can't breathe,
thinking about those memories,
which now look a dream.

All alone.

The bottle lays empty,
cap unscrewed,
no guns, no knife,
but pills I consume.

The pain's lessened,
my sight's getting blurred,
I fell down,
and there's a thump.

I see my lover,
running towards me,
she pounds the ground,
screaming why I did this?

I ask myself, why?
It was just a fight,
was the pain so deep?
That I chose not to live.

She loved me,
always did.
But just one Fight,
and this is what I did?

It is too late,
I can see the flashes,
my life being sucked away,
my heart slowing away.

I can see the end,
And wonder why?
I was so stupid,
that now I'm gonna die.

My Heart- An Object of Comedy

I saw you, walking on road today,
But you turned around and looked the other way,
I wondered, what went wrong?
We were so good all along.

You were the best part of my life
Why did you had to leave?
How could you suddenly stop loving me,
And forget all our dreams?

I remember- having stood beside you,
Even when I disagreed,
When the world was against you,
You still had me.

I wanted to be the lover you needed,
A friend you could count on till the very end,
I promised to be there besides you,
Together we stand.

But you left me alone,
To drown in the tears I cry,
You said I wasn't meant for you,
No matter how hard I try.

I don’t know what I’ve done?
To make you turn on me.
Even if I was wrong once,
Why didn’t you stand beside me?

How could you forget all we’ve shared?
How could you say that you don't care?
I’m really scared, I cant stop crying,
I don’t know what to do? how to let go of you?

I believed I couldn't live without you,
That you are the air I need,
I blinded myself from what's true,
But, you made my heart bleed.

Sitting alone, looking through the window pane,
As I watch the rain,
I laughed silently, no one could hear,
I said softly, "Those are my tears"

Wiping those tears,
I wondered, why me?
Why did my heart,
Became the object of comedy?

I see you..

I remember us,
the days we spent,
and the love we shared,
It was always you and me.

But now when I see you,
I remember our fights,
the mistakes and lies,
Still when I close my eyes,
All I see is you.


I remember us,
the way we used to be,
I'd hold you in my arms,
your smile so sweet to me.

But now when I see you,
you look right through me,
I feel so alone now,
Still when I close my eyes,
All I see is you.


All the love in our heart,
the memories in our mind,
I know this is not the end,
its our story which I will tell..

I dream only of your love,
and happiness in life,
which we will share,
And now with open eyes,
All I want to see is you.

Waiting for You.

Waiting for you GIRL everyday,
around your corner in the pouring rain.

Thinking that you might never come,
my heart stops and it goes numb.

Dreaming of you baby all the time,
wanna just hold you and make you mine.

I wish I to get you in my life,
I will then love you DAY and NIGHT.
<3 :)

( Inspired by the song: She will be loved - Maroon 5 )